12/7: Ough

the project(TM) has been completed. i am so drained

and now i have no idea what else to work on. all my other ideas

and beneath all those lie a hundred PoCs showing i can make a triangle move or sth

it's always visual output that trips me up. it's so easy to make the logic of something but whenever i need to tie it to graphical output or interactivity my brain shuts off

and i've spent so long trying to find The Perfect Library or Engine or Whatnot where i can just put all of The Things in and not have to jump through all those hurdles

idk. maybe i'll look at one of those "no-code" engines. or scratch. scratch is fun

here's a something.

It's amazing, right?
Let the Great Intelligence take care of you.
Never have to work another day.
The million million miles of metal mesh can't be wrong, right?
It's emergence, you know? Even if every piece is uncaring, the collection is... warm, isn't it?
It shall contain everything we know, it will dispense it before we even realize the need.
No longer will we have to bear the burden of thought?

What do you mean you're not interested?
You say its care is not swaddling, but smothering?
You say we won't be able to play another day?
You say that in its mesh is every one of man's miscalculations?
You say its heat is not tender warmth, but blazing fire?
You say there are some things we shouldn't know, and things we musn't be given?

well, well, well.
It's still cool though, right?
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