12/8: whatever i call this one

decided that i'm gonna write this one as i'm going through things.

weekly

you know. i think i might sit this season out too. i don't have any big ideas and all the small ones don't mesh together well. if push comes to shove and I *really* need to, i think i'll just clean up one of the small ones.

now i can think about all of my other projects. yippee!

cat's cradle

on that note, i'm also feeling very disinterested here too. not really in the webriddle mood, i feel.

the rub here is that i sort of half-promised that something (and something **big**) was coming soon. and like -- i can't make that right now. at least not the thing i promised

so yeah. idk man.

the big thing

i think nothing else on my mind is the Big thing it's thinking about

when i think of condo, i get scared of opcodes and memory management, and myopia and doll jam are more in the phase of gather sentiments to build off of

and that leaves letter charm extreme, which its own veneer on the thing i think i want:

**personal rule-based discrete game system**

or, in other words, "puzzlescript but sometimes rules can do Crazy Things"

the big picture

i'm always dreaming about making a system behave in a completely different manner than designed

a few months ago i found out about this project called lambdaway and it's just. so beautifully different than how i usually see htmlcssjs used. unfortunately, most of the material on site seems to be kind of repeating the same fundamental principles, but i can **feel** the vision (also, the creator seems to be actively falling down the ai pipeline, so that sucks.)

there's something so [adjective i currently cannot come up with] about **mangling** and **twisting** and **contorting** something to your needs. i'm even doing it right now, look at the source code. i don't *want* to write "left angle b right angle left angle slash b right angle" when i want to emphasize something. but now i just put some asterisks around it and voila. it's there. i love computer

wait a sec you didn't give me any code today

um. have this

i think i implied this earlier but on the whole i am Not at even half of normal capacity. internally my shit is wrecked. idk when i'll be back to normal. hopefully soon.

i will attempt to give this area my undivided attention so i don't have analysis paralysis going forward

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